Sunday, March 2, 2008 @ 8:39 PM

Talking abt freedom of living...

Okay, problem.

Kym:
I didnt say the bitch was you alright. But how many months had she been ill?? She still say she missies you all. Lets not talk abt you. Chuan. I sms-ed her abt and told her tht hweegek wrote she misses you all. And hope you ppl as friends for 6 yrs will visit her. But she nvr even reply me. During cny, whenever i mention to her in sms to tell her to visit hweegek tgt. She always nvr reply me. I wonder if shes busy whenever i tell her abt hweegek. At least, you did replied me. But she totally didnt care you know? Never even ask me anything abt her state and situation now.
But do you all still rmb th time when she always helps us? Esp in p6 n p5 wehen we were in same class.
Now tht shes ill, why cant we just at least visit her? Why not just ONCE? But its not. Till th day th accident happen to her, you ppl nvr visit her once! From th day shes in hospital till th day shes consious. It has been 2-3 months! And you all are just empty talking.
When she wrote to me that she misses you all and she wants your to finish your hw before coming, i was so shocked tht she actually rmbs you friends! But think abt it, did u miss her? Did u ever hav th intention tht u wants to visit her badly n tell her everythng is fine? Perhpas kym had. But im not sure if others have too. I mean, she is our friend for so many yrs! Even mr Fong, miss yun, tan YiQi and a few others had seen her! but yet, you 2 are so close with her before, but nvr once visited her.
You said you ppl were busy. But i bet if u sacrisfice your hanging out time and visit her, at least, at the v least, it'll make her happy. If you all had the heart to visit her and console her, you will not care if who is going and who is not. Right?
Perhaps, you all misses her till ure going mad but just cant even spend half an hour or 15 mins to visit her, thn maybe, im wrong loh.
But th truth lies deep in all your hearts.
No matter wht i say, you may deny. Its up to you.

Well, my cousin was discharged from hospital few days ago.
My aunt, mommy and ahma all said theres sth wrong with his pale look. His eyes were like dangling up. And always sleeping. They say his lifespan was probably up.
Being a brain-damaged child, living for 15 yrs had been a torture to him perhaps.
But why must all of my aunties say if hes dead, at least its btr for him?
Cant they spare a thought for his mum? I bet no mum want their child to end their own lives!
My mom and aunt says, if its a natural and slow death, its btr for him to continue staying on earth.
How cruel! I mean, he's my cous, and he has his rights to live!
Oh, its all abt death today.

My jerk dad actually hits my leg with th plastic.
And now, my leg is swollen, brusied and red. :/
And my heartless mum actually scolds me for attitude-ing my dad.
So wht is he's not on purpose? Its my flesh you knw! It still hurts!
If not, you expect me to smile and him and say " Hit harder, its not really painful, just bruised and red"?!?!?!?
IMPOSSIBLE ALRIGHT.

Noontime, i was stuck at home doing my Econs projectwork.
Im so guai. Its purely on project alright. No msn and blogging. (:
Half way done! :D Left th mindmapping part.

Oh, i cant wait to visit th battke field site with my retarded class tmrrr!
I bet I bet! Will be many stupid jokes. :D
To summarise the whole day, its painful and sucha tiring day.

Deny!

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